That is where I am at. I truly want nothing to do with him. I have learned so much about him over this period of separation, that I don't imagine ever wanting to be with him, again.
I have also come to a better understanding of God, and as much as I know He hates divorce, I also can't believe He would want me to be in the situation I am in. Maybe it's wishful thinking, but I am really starting to believe that.
I have so much going on in my head..no surprise given my personality, but it's even starting to annoy me, and I've lived with myself for 38 years. I should be used to all of this thinking stuff by now.
Such is life, I suppose.
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